Change is inenvitable,
I've made some personal changes recently,
I hope that its for the best =)


If i look back on the last couple of weeks and say ive been happy.
I'd be lying.
Truth is, i have to force myself to put on a smile and show the world im fine.
Give me the choice i'd gladly be able to stay quiet and do nothing.
I used to ask myself where did i go wrong. What did i do? etc.
Music has been my only outlet, blasting songs into my ears
drowning out all surroundings, taking me away from reality
Friends have been there as support too, though you people probably wont know
ive been counting on you guys to cheer me up at times.
It was only a matter of time before everything i kept bottled inside came crashing out
Well we know what happened at Georges.

Now its just a matter of picking myself up again,
Im sure ill be able to do it.

Im learning to fall i can hardly breathe.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 7:14 AM