i live with a fear that forms a monster.
Its eating me alive from the inside out.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 1:04 AM

While you read this i hope you think about the following question im about to ask.
Have you ever in your time with me spared a thought for my feelings?

You're not the only one with a reason to throw tantrums.
think about it whenever we quarrel, who do you turn to?
Chingwei's a call away. jas and cindy are there too. Who do i turn to?
Its damn irritating when i know that someone else knows about whats going between us
I've said it so many times: Put yourself in my shoes, and try feeling how i feel. Oh i forgot you dont really care how i feel do you?
So back to people i can confide in. Theres Elson but he's not always free is he?
my closest friend in school i cant tell him anything cause of your damn past with him.
So next time we quarrel dont think ive got it easy, thinking he doesn't give a damn. Let me tell you I keep everything in... theres no one i can tell. Everyone's kept at a distance from me.
I've changed the person i am to be a better person for you.
Apparently thats not good enough anymore...
I'm a person i have feelings too.


I wish i could drown myself in the depths of my sorrow.
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

At the end of it all, i loved you from the start.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 5:03 AM

presentations, term tests and new year. they're all coming up.
Dont know what to do after graduation! but alas there's a course chalet to plan =)

I just need to put the words into the perfect song.
And i'll play it for you anytime you want it.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 7:25 AM