Went early in the morning to send her off yesterday,
missed her already by the afternoon.
Oh well gotta learn to deal with it.

spending everyday of the past week with elson, has been literally "THE BOMB".
We'd talk about everything in life, and i mean everything!!! My best friend since childhood, i guess its true that we went through different phases of life together. I could always count on him to listen to my issues, problems, etc.. or just a simple supper. Watching dvds, crashing over his place, hanging out at orchard. This week was fun... I guess he knew in a sense how i would feel when my babe flew off on holiday, and just tried his best to make the emptiness less apparent in my life. Joanne, when you read this! i just wanted to know that he's the one whos gonna pull me through this 4 day period! God, i sound retarded....

Time to get back to my books!

I love you both.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 9:49 PM

I'm home sick.

I really feel sorry for my dad. I can never get used to life here, its like lost in translation. I'm not trying to be stereotypical or anything, but like some people i meet here. They just don't have their principles. The moment they know you're a tourist, they try to charge you extra, go the wrong direction so the meter runs higher. These things sure can ruin your mood, thank god for my cousin, or i'd just die here. My cousin has gone to sleep, though we spent most of it watching "how i met your mother". Its a brilliant show, best show since "friends". Now its quiet, im talking to jeremy... and he just told me my enlistment date. 10-july-08. Seems so fast. I saw the date, i didn't know how to react. The first thing on my mind was i wish thats after she leaves, at least i can say good bye. Time to try get some sleep. No point staring at the laptop any longer...


I miss you like hell. Wish you were online
Love you so much.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 10:42 AM

my first post in vietnam, my first proper post in a long while.

This trip has been really weird so far, been really busy bringing my cousin around. Strange thing is i dont even know whats up with vietnam. The times ive been out its during the night, and with travis. My cousins so determined to make this trip worthwhile he wiki-travelled the city. He probably came prepared better than me! Although i must say, having company this time gives me a reason to get off my ass and do some meaningful stuff.
I can't stop missing jo though. Everyday i wake up i wish i could just take 317, 45 right down to her place. During the day, i always find myself wondering what she's doing... Every night i just wish i could hear her say, hello. like always on the phone. oh wells...

I read your entry, i dunno whats wrong.
I'd wish you'd tell me...
Just know that i love you so incredibly much.
I'm not afraid to let the whole world know.
For now im starting of with vietnam =)

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 10:48 AM

i know recently things haven't been going on too well
but i know that in the end things will turn out all right
its just this feeling, that i have.
Words can't explain it
I just know that you with you around
things just work for me.
No problem seems to big, everything just makes me happy. =)
i know it this is gonna sound damn cliche like, but you give me strength.
strength to get on with life,
strength to deal with my problems,
strength to be the man i can be for you
strength to be the best i can be.

You're my beautiful distraction,
and i wouldn't have it any other way...

p.s
stop smiling i love you.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 1:46 AM

When i see you my heart does meltdowns,
An outing with you never fails to set my mind at ease
You make me feel like i can do anything
you believed in me, when no one else would
Even when i leave you for just 5 minutes
i feel lost and lonely and i wonder
when is the next time i get to hold you again
everytime i see you happy
it makes me feel
that life has some meaning in it after all
Even on my bad days
a simple message, a short conversation with you
is all it takes to turn my mood around
Your laughter is so damn cute.
There are many other reasons why i love you.
Too many for me to pen down in a hundred words
So i did my homework im giving you about 200. =)

I love you always.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 7:21 PM

How many of us can look back on our lives, and claim to never have wronged.
Probably none. The mistakes i've made, ive regreted every single one of my actions.
Ive tried to change, but at the end of the day people still judge you on who you were.
Not who you are.
Its ironic seriously, the way people will judge you...

All i want is for you to see me for who i am now.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 8:33 PM