These few weeks. hmmmm.
Its hard to put a specific tag on how i've been feeling. Its been the usual highs, lows, ups, downs.
Mostly downs, probably cause as the days/weeks go by the australia exercise is coming closer.
I'd cheer for the overseas oppurtunity, but some of us here know just how "excited" i am bout leaving sunny singapore for the australian outback for 35 days with the army.

Ain's party, the clubbing. Well... It was an experience. Hitting the clubs and totally not enjoying myself. Thats a first for me, well down right depressed more or less sums up the night.
Has it really only been a week? shiat man. It feels like forever has passed, yet another thing to thank the army for. Making 5 measily days seem like an eternity. Well done you.
Ah well, tomorrow will be a better day right!?!? right?!?!?! yes it will be im sure of it.

Anyways not here to complain, and sob boohoo. Did most of it last week already. I'd be happy Just to drop the occasional whine and complain here though! This weekend major shopping with the family, tons of stuff bought. Yay for me! 500 days of summer at night, followed by supper of macs at cozy bay. Crazy topics, lots of laughs. Random ones at that too...I'm damn lucky to have survived that night. Thank god for the right mix of songs.

Today, i had to run some errands, cut my hair, blah blah blah. Its real, i swear no more long hair for me. Again.

11 days left, the end state. Will i reach it? I don't ask for alot. Just understanding.
I want something thats indefinite. A contradiction maybe. But one hell of a Journey..
A secret inside, lets all wait for May to come.

The thought experiment of Schrodinger's cat.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 4:50 AM