i don't know how i'm supposed to feel.
If this is what you want i'm not gonna make a fuss.
I'll give in. This 5 months perfect. short. simple. sweet.

I love you. Goodbye.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 5:54 AM

I don't know what to do anymore. You tell me.
I sure as hell know i don't have to sit around and take shit from you.
You should have expected this outcome, I see no reason why i should listen to you whine to your friends that i don't like to shop with you. Its not like i shop with any other girls, its just me i don't like doing shopping with girls. God. but no. you just have to go whine and whine about it over and over again. If it irritates you so much that i dont like to shop with ya. You're damn welcome to go find someone to do so with ya. Just tell me in advance.

Plus i don't deserve to be yelled at over the damn phone. Cause i sure as hell know i didn't do anything wrong. Im not the one keeping silent all the damn time and giving lame excuses when i ask why you're so quiet. There i think ive whined enough on this damn blog.

Screw this world

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 8:40 AM

its been a while since i last blogged.
I think you deserve this.

To you jo-anne:

The past week has really been unfair to you, i know. It must suck to feel like you love someone and yet the person pays no heed. Tomorrow was supposed to be your day, i arranged it so that i could spend time with you, but russell has last minute major meeting in school. Arrangements made with my friends on the game, i can't let them down too. Expecially not when zy has been planning for everything this past week in camp. I really wanna make it up to you, but i bet you don't want to listen or pay any heed to it anymore. I don't blame you, I once felt the same way too when you took up the tuition job. At the end of the day, you find that you can't accept it, and you want to leave. I'll understand, i won't stop you from going. If you think i can't give you the love and attention that you deserve and you want someone who can. I understand. All i can say is that the past 5 months, have been *cliche alert* the best times of my life. You gave me a reason to piece my life back together, i couldn't be more thankful. I love you Jo-ane Loh, more than i've loved anything in my life.

If i had a chance to re-live these 6 months with you, i would.
Without a doubt in my mind.

Words in green, like no one has ever seen.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 10:55 AM

05/05/08.

A perfect day.
Breakfast, Zoo, Lunch, Dinner.
Everything was just perfect with you by my side.
Can't wait for wednesday.

Will your love for me last?
I know mine will,
For this life and the next =)

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 12:23 PM