Chapter 2 Part 1 "Recovery"
2004
He goes into a serious relationship, and allows himself to think that maybe at last... salvation. How wrong he was... He got 44 points for prelims, needless to say how the folks reacted. After the O's he started work at a hotel working as a bell hop. Progressed on to a pack a day... Work opened his eyes to the world...
2005
Poly started, not long after the fairytale ended... He shrugged and just moved on. Needless to say the next relationship ended also. He just couldnt let go of his lifestyle, he proclaimed foolishly: "im just not the type of guy that likes to be tied down". But in actual fact, the door to his heart was shut not letting anyone in...
2006
He met this girl, for her he actually managed to convince himself to quit smoking. But then as soon as it started it ended. 3 days to be exact. He felt hurt, and well the 1st love was there to comfort him. Flames rekindled and this time he tried his hardest to love... He was determined to make it work this time round.
Things seemed to be going well, over the course of the relationship, for the first time in many months he didnt need to hide. Then as the year ended so the relationship, he slipped back into the darkness and let it envelop him once again. He was was badly affected by the incident, blaming himself for lettin things get that way. He was so ready to crack, The emotional strain on his shoulders was just to much. To put on that smile and jovial character, when deep inside he was being split. He decided that he wouldnt love again anytime soon....

What happens when you're not looking for love but it comes finding you?

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
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