17th January, its been going on since last week now. Everynight i cant seem to sleep, Tossing turning even the musics not helping anymore... sigh.
On an average i get about 3-4 hours of sleep a day. i can feel the strain my body cant take it anymore...
alright so today i got called by Dr Lim during his lecture and i gave a totally stupid answer cause i didnt have anything to refer to. damn. Had 3 hours of Mbio today, long tiring lab.
Went for Bpharm after that and we went to des house to play mahjong. I just couldnt concentrate after losing abit and entered a spiral of losing. shit. ended up losing the most. damn.
Im thinking of which person am i gonna tell that this blog exists. Who knows maybe ill just end up writing then deleting it. yawn. dumb right?
Im feeling more and more emo as the days go by, but its okae. ive dealt with this before.
V-day's coming closer. and im gonna spend my first valentines alone. Haha sharifah said:" Aiya go find la! sure got people want to go out with you lah!" haha.. maybe i wanna be alone this year. since ive already passed new year and christmas.... whats another special occasion?

Emo'd at 10:29. time for some reading.

Compared to friendship, gold is dirt. .
- 6:20 AM